I am alive.... and very sorry.
The title is not an apology for not posting regularly. I seriously survived a dangerous accident unhurt. It was my mistake. I got too excited and was taking a sharp turn. Of course the speed was more than my car could handle and it went out of control. It swerved and skid and collided into a metal barricade definitely put in place for fools like me. I felt thrown forward from the seat and felt the seat belt keep me in. I swear if I wouldn't have been wearing a seat belt. I immediately felt so stupid to be doing it. I felt so guilty. I was numbed. The front of the car is smashed. Every time I see a car, I feel guilty.