Running in my head...

Another one of my troughs. I am sort of getting a feeling I'm gonna lose it sometime soon. Lose my mind I mean. I controlled it somehow today. But I m sure a day's gonna come when my mind is gonna be overcome by this and I would lose control. I am doing my best to stop thinkin about it. But I am not immune. Life's taken such a turn. Do not, I repeat, Do not take life for granted. People change. I have no idea what I am writing. Chaos in my head. Had heard religion is the opium of people. I need an opium. Hope I dont get the real thing.

I am so sorry. I have lost touch with you my blog. I never come your way and share my life with you. It just doesn't come to me. There are so many moments when I think of things to say to you but then it just dissappears by the time I come anywhere near writing. So is the case today. I come here just like that...for no reason. Life is still not looking up. But I'm trying to look elsewhere. If there's one thing that is irritating me a lot is when ppl close to you just refuse to accept they are wrong and change. And then you cant do anything but take it. No matter how much I try to show them how and why it is that what they do is wrong but no use. They would just not listen and you have to live with it and your life changes just coz of that. And I cant do anything...anything. Surgery posting's going bad. Don't have the inclination to write about it on what's up doc? Don't really have the inclination to do anything. Am not even studying. Days just go by. When...