aa...umm...hi.

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Damn! I am so frustrated. Why can't I speak to people? Why can't I be someone really good at talking? Why do I get all tense and conscious? You know, I am not really that kind of a guy. I am nice to be with. But I don't know what happens to me? I am not able to think how to behave? What to say? And so I think I end up putting a poor picture in front of them. My gym instructor must be thinking I am such a cry baby. And I don't blame him. Whenever we've talked I don't know why I start whining. I am a pretty funny guy, you know. Got really frustrated when I did that again today.
How are some people so adept at just talking. They don't necessarily speak great things but are just about able to keep the conversation alive.Wish I could do that..
Guess I've never really learnt how to be around people.
Like Sachin Tendulkar(I think) once said,
"I still don't know how to say hi"

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