Building in me

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It slowly is building up inside me. After keeping it buried inside for so long I thought it'd been taken care of but apparently not. It still exists and is raising it's ugly head again. I feel the surge coming up like a huge bubble finds its way up to the surface to explode with all its might. I am still fighting to keep it inside as long as I can but it's appearance seems more and more inevitable with each passing moment. Not to mention how somehow the whole world seems to try to facilitate it's coming out. Every now and then circumstances lend themselves to such extent that I can but stop from exploding.
And yet I fight. Alone.
I know it's a losing battle but still want to delay it as much as possible.
There seems to be no solution. No way to escape this fate I have to endure.

Comments

Priya said…
Is that your anger or something else??

Just let it go and you will be fine.
7:16 PM
Jewel Rays said…
been there..

often when we thought we are over it it surprises us by appearing again.



cheers!
7:55 PM
Has to be me said…
Hey thats part of life....learn to accept people & situations as they are. I know its easier said than done.....but do try it...hope that helps.
11:58 PM
BD said…
Maybe you shouldn't keep it in anymore...
Care for no one, becoz no one actually cares for you.
6:53 AM
Advitiya said…
We need to sit down with some vodka... and talk
*glares*
9:53 AM
Pranay said…
@ Priya- I guess it is anger. Trying to let it go. Really am.

@ Amy- Yeah, that's why I wonder if it should just be spoken and get done with.

@ Has to be me- Thanks for the advice. I hope I can do it.

@Equilibrium- I was thinkin the same but just wonder if it would help. Talking doesn't help all the time.

@ Advitiya- I wish we could....
10:51 AM
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